Are you like me the girl who has always been there to help everyone else, although ends up losing yourself in the process?

Perhaps this is the type of being that is an angel, perhaps you are a special kind of spiritual being sent from the heavens to help those in need, that kind of special angel that people see as an innocent little child, free from judgment and open to love. Although, how come you can’t see yourself this way anymore? Why do you feel lost? Why can’t people be like you? More questions, always questions. Why? Why? Why?

Are human beings spiritual beings? Or aren't they? It makes me wonder about a lot of things and about all the people in my life. Although, I can’t help wondering why I feel so lost? Why helping all of these people has left me feeling empty, not fulfilled. Surely it can’t be my destiny to help everyone else, but lose myself in the process?  Surely giving someone else joy can give me joy?

What about my self discovery?  Have you ever had that feeling of completion? That feeling when you do help someone on their path of self discovery! No? Why? Why are you really helping that person? Do you believe that your help is helping you grow? NO! Then why?

How do you find the being within, the one with so much heart and beauty that when people look into your eyes, they see the true god/goddess you are, when people believe you really aren’t from this world. A person who lights up people’s hearts with a smile. Yes I believe “Angel”.

If you truly are this amazing spiritual being (which I must say we all are), then why shut out the world when things get tough? Why not ask for help? Why do we cringe when the truth is spoken about a personal situation in your own life? Are we really helping others for the right reasons? Or is it to shut out our own fears and thoughts?

Who do I have to become to feel and be that person everyone sees? How do you find that feeling of free falling again? The answer “just feel it” – be yourself!! Find yourself in doing what you love, be true to yourself that is the most important step of “asking for help”.

Someone wise once told me that I was an Angel sent from the heavens, to live my life helping and serving others, to not worry about all the questions but to realise that the answers are deep within yourself and day by day all of my questions would be answered!

Yes I have received some of my answers, but my questions may not be yours and my answers will always be different to yours.  

During my time on Earth, I have lived by three simple things:-
1.    Give because you want to;
2.    Love because you can;
3.    Laugh because it’s the greatest gift!

You will find what gives you joy, be patient! Remember, Angel’s have wings – you just need to learn how to fly again!